I cannot explain how and why i'm still reading this, ENJOYING the hell out of both of them, cos i've dropped and cussed out other BLs with similar red flags. But it's just something about the story and mains Leads that draws you in.
Side note: just thinking about it now and i think i'd rather just have a chaotic charismatic unapologetic psycho, than a ML who "regrets". Always with the "regret" (with some sob story or stupid reason for said actions) after constant unrestrained abuse. its actually way more toxic than this story, cos the apology doesn't fix jackshit. Probably way i enjoy it and stuck with it. I think you should try it, the shooting etc happen quite further into the story. You can drop it if/when you please but don't skip out on it without trying (●'◡'●)ノ
The seme is a red flag right? Was he a red flag toward the uke? Like did he rape, beat or humilate the uke?
If he did then did he regret? And i mean an actual regret where he apologize and beg the uke to forgive him.
I can’t take it when they just brush it off without apologizing ( ̄へ ̄)