Does this have a novel? If so pls reply w a link!!!

Also just read through the(this) story and I do not fw the seme…I feel like I’m gen tweaking seeing sm enjoy it but the seme is weird asf and there’s sm times where he forces himself onto the uke he gen makes me mad when he feels possessive over the uke but he has no feelings for him and even implies that he wants to continue their relationship even when the seme himself gets married like what???? ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

I need it so bad