Obey me
i'm not sure you're looking for things like this but i'd recommend these, they are terrible (although I like some of them)
!!! TW gore, murder, SA !!!
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/brutal_satsujin_kansatsukan_no_kokuhaku/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/feeding_lamb/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/to_the_sea/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/classmate_asada_nemui/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zanuff_the_butcher/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/wakatte_kudasai/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/gesshoku_kitan/
Right now, it's Reverse thinking.
Give me something so fucked up that you wish no one reads it or you wish you unsee it. Without any bl,gl,sl romance please.