wooyeon stops in the middle of fucking peter because it gets too much and he is hurting him a lot, he rushes to the bathroom and pukes out. seeing peter in pain making almost pass out (something he really used to like to see) then he gets too sick of it and his obsession level goes crazy in that moment and he tells about his life and mental sickness so that peter won’t leave him etc. also he thinks stuff like “if he was a girl i’d get him pregnant and marry him so that he’d never leave. since gay marriage is illegal i’ll give all my money to him legally to bind him to me so that he’ll feel like he can’t leave” etc. he also seeks mental help by going to therapy and having medicine, and he doesn’t want to touch peter anymore because he’s scared that peter will think he’s a bad boyfriend, also he remembers his face in pain and feels sick.
this chapter actually puking out, feeling sick because he hurt him and apologising, and telling him everything about him and his sickness because he can’t bear the thought of leaving him etc. he was supposed make plans about preventing peter leaving him right after he throws up. and the rest follows
they’re not following the novel i hate this they cut my favorite part of the novel