When I talked about Yohan picking up the phone I was refering to the moment after he got stabbed, and ALSO I JUST REMEMBERED THAT PEICE OF SHIT WACKO OPENED UP YOHAN'S WOUND FOR FUNZIEZ LIKE FUUUCKKKK OFFFFFFF YOU PRIIICKKKKKKKKKKKK DIEEEEEEEEEEEE ಠ益ಠ(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ
I think i understand it well coz I am at Yoohan's shoes... Smart, jack of all trades, witty, lucky but no goal and dreams. I really think if Religion wasn't forced to my brain in my childhood, i would had done the unthinkable. I am not religious and barely do the minimal... I was wasting away and just live life... I have people around me that i care but it wasn't enough, then my dad told me, go to this address and pick up two kittens. Then he dragged me in a store to buy stuff for them. I think thanks to that i have the reason to move forward and not follow through the whispers in my head. I still fall into dark place but I think about the small lives waiting for me to come home. I think with Yoohan's and Wacko's case, Yoohan not picking up the phone solidified that Wacko is not enough to keep Yoohan to want to keep living. Hence the slice wrist scene, he wants Yoohan to feel responsible... Coz sometimes love is not enough... But ya know realistically it is not a great solution, eventually Wacko needs another way to keep Yoohan to want to keep living... It is funny that my dad decided to make me get cats instead of dogs... Cats have longer life expectancy... He probably just hope i keep wanting to live longer
yeah I understand that but after everything Yohan went thru Wacko decided to fix it with even more violence..? That's what I dislike about the situation. Well not only but oh well
That was kinda hot but I still hate Wacko for the wrist shit he pulled (٥↼_↼)
Coming from someone who is suicidal it's really unfair and even immoral to act like that. Even if it was implied that he (Yoohan) both wasn't able to pick up the phone and struggled to think if he should it's no reason to act like that!!!!! I never understood the whole 'you must live for me' bs, but that might be just me!
Pretty confusing story, but it just might be because of the speed run translations I read hehe~
Feels nice that it finally ended, since I've been a faithful reader for a long time. ←(*꒪ヮ꒪*)