This is disgusting. I am enraged.

Jing January 3, 2025 8:13 pm

To be honest, I rarely feel this disgusted but this is way beyond disgusting. I read the novel out of curiosity and I couldn't agree with the saying "curiosity kills the cat" more. No one deserves this kind of shit to happen to them, even if they've done some fuck ass shit in the past.

TW// rape and suicide
The fact that MC was gangraped by a bunch of disgusting men multiple times even though he didn't do anything to them- (Ml and another person were gang raped because of MC but other men? He didn't do anything to them.)
This just boils my blood because if we're going to resolve rape with another rape, how about the latter rapists? It's an endless circle. And, that one man that raped MC did that because MC was offended by his sexual harassment statements and beat his ass. How about him? Where's his karma? And how about other disgusting rapists that raped MC for no apparent reason apart from just willingly raping him to satisfy their disgusting sexual fantasies?

MC should just die at this point. Death is better than enduring all those things. MC suffers from Stockholm syndrome, schizophrenia(my opinion), and PTSD after he was hospitalised due to brutally raped and beaten. He even tried to commit suicide numerous times... This is just so depressing and inhumane.

This author and artist are both sick in the head. It seems like they hate men so badly that they create these torture porn stories of masculine men getting raped and tortured to the point death seems like the only way to escape that hell. (Not to be a man-apologist but this is just weird and creepy) what a waste of good art and character designs-

Responses
    SquidScrotum January 3, 2025 8:31 pm

    do they end up together in the end?

    Jing January 3, 2025 8:43 pm
    do they end up together in the end? SquidScrotum

    Yes. After MC was hospitalised, Ml took him to his house. It's not like MC was being forced to stay with him, but MC became so paranoid and afraid that those men would come and rape him again. His only solution was to live with ML, and he became too dependent on him. They technically ended up with each other but there's no love at all. It's a mess.

    soob January 3, 2025 9:40 pm

    Thank you I'll stop reading this because what the fuck