Are you actually endorsing suicide and painting it as a brave act or am I misunderstanding it (English isn't my first language)?
Are you ok, bro?
guys do not listen to this advice
I do understand your point, as it takes everything you have to cone to that decision, thus, it's not that you're weak that's why you came with the decision. However, i hope you do find the courage, too, to live life despite everything, to find another purpose, to hold on to something, to live for someone, and more... i sure hope Dan will find his will to live again when the time comes after her grandma's passing... he's having such a hard time, even having nightmares due to fear along with the past traumatic experiences. ╥﹏╥
Sometimes, giving up the will to be alive after everything is also a brave way to live your life.