I think he literally deleted that moment from his mind because he was in such a bad place
realllll like the sheer amount of flashbacks where he is like "i dont wanna be here" "i wish i could run away" etc., that's what his memories did of that time fr
The plot is a little slow lol
Thank you for pointing that out! I have to re-read this again and go back to the little details I missed when I binged read it
I read from another comment that this ending soon, I believe next one is the end (someone correct me if I'm wrong). Because of that, the plot wasn't evened out properly. But if the author had more time to flesh out the ending, I feel like the slow simmer at the beginning was just right (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I forgot that he still hasn't realized that Shin was the kid he rescued from the motorcycle accident three years ago, that's why he cant believe his feelings for him are real ╥﹏╥