Someone spoil me why he so vividly remembers what she looks like as a child…

i think he remembers seeing her as one of the ppl he's saved years ago, probably from the same event the fl references as to why she had always admired him. and that's why he's so grossed out/adversed towards his current dynamic w her. but ngl, this whole thing is throwing me off to the point where idk if i can continue reading this without feeling weird

Ohhh that makes sense, thanks!