Tahnk u i have see all the raws but i can't undestand can you please translate more?
Hi, berni! Unfortunately, I really can't :(
I lack the time, but sometimes I get a bit impatient and tackle a chapter with google translate for myself and if I get a bit of time, share it here with others, but these are very rare instances for me. I wish I had the time, though :)
It ok
First off, thank you for the spoiler alert! Second, I was admittedly ready to drop this story. I've seen enough in my day *looks waywardly at the sky*, and I'm a bit worn down by the dramatic ups and downs of manga where people go back and forth between lovers, especially with something as intimate as sex. So by reading your rough translation of the next chapter, it's given me a liiiittle bit of hope that it won't be another back and forth that makes my stomach hurt from the vicarious jealousy and sadness. orz Thank you for your hard work!!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
CHAPTER 28…ROUGH (VERY ROUGH) TRANSLATION with GOOGLE TRANSLATE. DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE (POSSIBLY) UTTERLY SPOILED:
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(The chapter opens with Hanjun and Jaeha making out on the sofa. While being kissed, Jaeha seems to resist Hanjun a little)
Jaeha: “Hanjuya”… (As he turns his face away and Hanjun draws him back into the kiss)
(In the next scene they are no longer kissing and Hanjun’s cheek is red, implying that Jaeha slapped him to make him stop.)
Hanjun: “Isn’t this what you came for?” *meaning to have sex * (we must assume he’s saying this angrily to a Jaeha who looks shocked at being told that truth)
Hanjun: (grabbing Jaeha’s face forcefully) “Have you ever sought me out for any reason other than this?” (Again, meaning sex) “It’s always been ok for you to use me whenever you’ve felt like it, so do you think you have the right to refuse me?”
Hanjun: “am I wrong?”…(waiting for Jaeha’s response)
(WE THEN GET FLASHBACKS FROM JAEHA’S POINT OF VIEW OF ALL THE TIMES HE USED HANJUN FOR SEX AND TREATED HIM CALLOUSLY. AT THE END OF THE FLASHBACK, JAEHA HAS THE LOOK OF SOMEONE WHO JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY, LIKE “HOLY SHIT, I JUST REALIZED I’VE BEEN A SELFISH ASSWHOLE ALL THIS TIME!)
Hanjun: “If you’re ok with it, then just enjoy it”…(and they resume their make out on the sofa, and we can infer Jaeha is going along with it out of a sense of guilt, after realizing that everything Hanjun told him was true.)
(NEXT SCENE IS A CLOSEUP OF JAEHA TREMBLING AND COVERING HIS FACE AS HANJUN IS LICKING HIM AND TOUCHING HIM; AN OBVIOUS SIGN HE’S NOT ENJOYING IT AND HANJUN NOTICES IT, AND SEEMS TO RECONCILE HIMSELF WITH THE FACT THAT HE WON’T BE FUCKING JAEHA THAT NIGHT, AND MOST LIKELY EVER AGAIN.....I HOPE!)
Hanjun: “Let’s stop” “I’m sorry” “…trembling like that…”
Hanjun: “Drink and relax” handing a cup of coffee to a dazed Jaeha
Jaeha: “I suddenly wondered how I looked when I met Hyeseon” (Yeah, suddenly, as in after that girl told him that he “looked” happy with Eunho. He wants to know if he looked the same way when he was with his ex-wife)
Hanjun: (super rough translation here, not sure if accurate at all) “That time I saw you kissing in the fireplace, you looked embarrassed” (I assume he’s talking about Hyeseon and Jaeha kissing? and if this is accurate, than that means that Jaeha never looked as happy with Hyeseon as he does with Eunho)
Hanjun: “Do you care about that guy?” (Meaning Eunho)
Jaeha: (visibly distraught, trembling a bit) “It hasn’t even been a year…does that make sense?” (Meaning his divorce) “It shouldn’t be so easy to like someone else so soon, but this is not just someone, this is Eunho” “Eunho is like my little brother, whom I took care of since he was a little kid” “When my parents divorced, Eunho’s parents took me in and treated me like a son” “Can you imagine? “How can that be acceptable?” (rough translation here, but we can infer Jaeha is implying he feels like he’s betraying the kindness he received from Eunho’s parents by loving and sleeping with their son)
Jaeha: (extremely distraught, crying profusely and trembling) “I already hurt Hyeseon…I don’t want to hurt… (Unfinished thought, but he’s obviously saying he doesn’t want to hurt Eunho)
Scene closes with Hanjun hugging/consoling Jaeha
No time to write the rest of the dialogues so I’ll just summarize what little is left of the chapter:
In the next scene Jaeha is in a taxi and finally talks to Eunho on the cellphone, whereby Jaeha is acting all sweet to Eunho, so sweet that it makes poor Eunho nervous! cause the poor thing is not used to being treated sweetly, and Jaeha starts talking dirty to him, telling him how the sex in the car wasn’t bad at all, that he started masturbating as soon as he got home, and how excited he gets when Eunho is inside him… (I’m not making this shit up! And Jaeha is saying all that shit in front of the taxi driver…like WTF! LOL! I was actually feeling second-hand embarassment for the poor driver! LOL!)
Of course all that dirty talk has poor Eunho about to shoot his load with the bursting pressure of a fire hose, so he demands to know where Jaeha is (for the obvious reasons) and the chapter ends with the two of them meeting and hugging sweetly.
Please take all of the above with a grain of salt, but it should give you the gist of what’s going on. I can’t can’t wait for the translation, because if the a 3rd of the above is accurate, then I feel somewhat satisfied because we finally get to understand the specific reason why Jaeha has been fighting his feelings for Eunho so adamantly and for so long; because he thinks he’s betraying the trust and love Eunho’s parents gave him by loving/sexually desiring/fucking their son; and the chapter validates my own personal conjecture that Jaeha has been in love with Eunho, or at the very least sexually/emotionally attracted to him since they were young, most likely around the time high school Eunho confessed to him, whereupon soon-after Jaeha married Hyeseon as a limiter, to put a barrier between him and Eunho. This chapter made me a bit more sympathetic towards Jaeha.