Huhu this story is relate to u, that's why u're feeling sad. I kinda feel u. The heavy feelings bcs u cannot shower ur partner too much attention or crave for it, so they won't end up burdened. U've been strong enough to deal w this and hold urself back, that's good. Hopefully u gonna find ur own Soo Min or Jaeha. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Its scary how much i can relate to your comment. This manga literally gave me the answer as to why i get so hurt when less attention is payed to me by my friends compared to their other friends, let alone dating. And its also exhausting to pretend you are not hurt by it. (￣∇￣") Anyways hit me up if you'd like to bond over it. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
aww, thank you! I do hope so..
so truee, it hurts always seeing them playing/hanging out with others. Yet often times they even forget about you. ╥﹏╥
sure I'd like to meet new friends since it's a new year!
um, well how to say it..
It feels like portraying my own self, when Lee Jaeha said his ideal type. But unlike Jaeha I don't want everyone's attention but for only one person. I grew up normally (maybe) but you can also say I tried growing up normally, even now I feel like I'm just copying what a normal person would do. When he confessed that I felt like I was being exposed too. I know what his saying is very toxic but in the back of my mind I still want it. While I'm also like Nam Soomin, I want to shower over my partner with all of my attention. I get obsessed so much that I want to question who they hangout with. These two people actually portrayed how I feel. Even with friends I do get obsessed, I'd be mad if they ever stop giving me attention. (I don't tell them and I also don't pester them, however this is how heavy my feelings are)
Might be disturbing to you guys, but don't worry I always keeping myself in check. It's like putting a leash and a mask for myself so people deemed me as abnormal..
I actually CRIED reading this, IDK why even though it's not a sad story. Tbh, it's also the reason I'm reluctant to date. （￣へ￣）