LMAOO THIS IS SUCH A MOOD, truly it is a sad thought that she'll have a hard time accepting or loving herself not only her physical attributes but who she really is, it is really difficult to do so especially when she grew up in a harsh environment that no child ever deserves to grow up in, another is that her experience is DEFINITELY something that someone is going through right now, which makes it more fucking sad, Gawd Paula you'll get the justice you deserve, for sure this story has to go through rocky ass roads before that perfect ending
Did you read the story blindfolded? Because that's the only way to not understand why she acts like that. Appearance has been her trauma her entire life with her own family ridiculing her for it, so obviously she won't feel comfortable telling him the truth about her own appearance. Who knew that a victim of abuse wouldn't respond well to a conversation about their biggest trigger...
Don't worry, ML is smart. While he did search using the descriptions she mentioned, but not with the same mindset as yours.
I know I get that but I hate the idea that the image he has is of his sister when talking to her. She described herself as her is what she said. Which is what I hate. I get her mentality I never said I didn't but goodness I can't help but hate it. I hope she grows, I hope she realises her worth, I hope she heals and starts seeing how much of a star she is compared to those disgusting swine who call themselves her father and sister. I UNDERSTAND why she acts like that doesn't mean I don't hate it.
Tbhhh I just red chapter 16 or whatever where she described her appearance to the ml and I really for some reason don't even want to continue. I hate it. Why couldn't she describe her own features? Why does she feel so lowly when she sacrificed so much for her siblings. I'm also not someone who people would call pretty, especially if another girl my age was near me. That doesn't mean that I'm lowly. And I hate the fact she felt the need to describe someone entirely different, her own disgusting sister to the ml. I hate how now I'm imagining that when he gets his eyesight the first one he'll search for is her deprived sister. I HATE ALL OF IT. I hate how when he touches or talks to her he's imagining her sister and it makes me not want to read it. It makes me disgusted with the fl even though I know she's a sweetheart and I hate it.