
i was the same way, I already knew how the anime will finish but still decided to watch, and then once I reached the last ep it wasn't happening, so I was just thinking maybe it doesn't happen and people were joking about it, but boy was I wrong just when I was thinking that, it fucking happened, my first reaction was being shocked, and when it ended I just didn't know what to think, and then I started listening to music and I just started bawling, then a few days later I was talking to my mom about it and I started crying again, since then whenever I see something about it pop up I just get teary eyed and feel sad all over again
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Hi so i just finished watching the anime and I knew that ash was gonna die but it still hit me real fucking hard like my heart genuinely hurts and I don't know how to deal with these emotions. Just thinking about him in the library where the lady found him and thought he was having a nice dream reminded me of the game before your eyes where the same thing was said at the end and it fucking killed me like im actually suffering right now..
How tf do u guys deal with the pain I feel like I rlly lost someone ik irl