Honestly I love the fact that you talked about the side piece because nobody ever mentions how he was young when Wenxu Jiang picked him up and practically molested/groomed him. No one ever even mentions how he was beat up by Wenxu Jiang and r@ped many times. The relationship Jiang had with the boy was basically abused and abuser. The boy probably had Stockholm syndrome which led him to committing suicide. Him and Zhishu He’s story really broke me. Wenxu Juan really is a Mf that’s makes his problem everybody else’s problem and that letter that Wenxu Jiang wrote to his lover after his death really pissed me off because he didn’t even write a letter of remorse to the boy he mentally and physically tortured for four year nor did he feel any grief or guilt. The only reason why he started to care about the MC was because of his poor actions towards the MC in his last moments with him and not actually pure sadness over losing a loved one. I also feel like he wrote that letter to Zhishu He to feel better about himself and his ratched fucked up mind.
GOD I JAYE WENXU JIANG MORE THAN ANYONE!!!
So he just put TWENTY YEARS of love down the drain just for what? Another boy. I can't even blame that other boy now it's so sad, in the end everyone suffers. Fuck after this i don't think i'll be able to love anyone.
And the doctor loving him. sorry but after seeing his relation with that MF i can't even trust the doctor. Because what if the doctor leaves him too like there's no guarantee that he will love him forever. Yes he found him in his most vulnerable state and chose to love him nevertheless. But humans are quite complex they'll make you feel loved one moment and go on and make you feel like trash the other. We already have an example right in front of us so there's chance AND that MF didn't even reject the other boy completely he just said "wait for me" (according to the translation) which means he'll just go back to him once the problem at home is resolved. Tbh i'm glad that he died. If he lived he would prolly have to suffer more than he was before. So in a way i'm glad.
Now excuse me while i go find whoever the FUCK recommended this to me as a "soft heart touching story". Oh yeah it touched my heart for sure BUT IT FUCKING MOLESTED IT GOD DAMN IT