I think; He didn't get Nicolas. If you read the whole Story. He Sees nicolas Like the other geezrrs. He Had Sex with Nicolas because he fehlt entiteld to It. Selfcentered. Noel Likes the Status quo with His whife and only needs someone other for His Ego. The only one WHO cared in this whole plot is the Buttler WHO let nicolas leaf in spite of the backlash he will get. I think Nicolas ist dead in the end and / or IT was just His elusion and dreamed about His get away with Noel. Or other IT was a Bodyguard or the butler wo got Nicolas. ╥﹏╥ I m so sad and was Reading in disgust. Don't misunderstand I liked the Story because i know those Things are real in real life but nobody knows about IT.
I think; He didn't get Nicolas. If you read the whole Story. He Sees nicolas Like the other geezrrs. He Had Sex with Nicolas because he fehlt entiteld to It. Selfcentered. Noel Likes the Status quo with His whife and only needs someone other for His Ego. The only one WHO cared in this whole plot is the Buttler WHO let nicolas leaf in spite of the backlash he will get. I think Nicolas ist dead in the end and / or IT was just His elusion and dreamed about His get away with Noel. Or other IT was a Bodyguard or the butler wo got Nicolas. ╥﹏╥ I m so sad and was Reading in disgust. Don't misunderstand I liked the Story because i know those Things are real in real life but nobody knows about IT.