when Anya mentioned being familiar with the feeling I think she meant that she herself has experienced a similar terror/fear probably from someone who had power over her
I would guess is the people who was trying to use her as a tool. (the bad people) i feel bad about that side of her life. a child should've not gone through that.
YESSSS that is literally the first thing that came to mind. I know, it's honestly so sad and I'm torn between wanting to know what happened and not knowing at all for my well-being T-T
when Anya mentioned being familiar with the feeling I think she meant that she herself has experienced a similar terror/fear probably from someone who had power over her