MC very evidently suffers from depression and ptsd, but ML's methods aren't very effective and it'll take forever to even get MC to trust him.
Honestly I wish the smut scenes didn't happen so early. The MC is always so vulnerable while ML is taking advantage of how MC will do it for the contract(and them being a AO pair doesn't help). Despite us knowing they have feelings for each other, it feels so loveless to me when their minds aren't on the same wavelength. I wish they could communicate properly before doing the deed so frequently. Their social chemistry is terrible even when this is what I'm presuming to be their second life(not spoilers since I'm not sure, but it's been hinted since early chapters). Seeing them push and pull is starting to give ME depression. The slow burn was starting to annoy me so I'm glad they are finally maybe perhaps talking it out after 60 chapters of no communications.
MC very evidently suffers from depression and ptsd, but ML's methods aren't very effective and it'll take forever to even get MC to trust him.
Honestly I wish the smut scenes didn't happen so early. The MC is always so vulnerable while ML is taking advantage of how MC will do it for the contract(and them being a AO pair doesn't help). Despite us knowing they have feelings for each other, it feels so loveless to me when their minds aren't on the same wavelength. I wish they could communicate properly before doing the deed so frequently. Their social chemistry is terrible even when this is what I'm presuming to be their second life(not spoilers since I'm not sure, but it's been hinted since early chapters). Seeing them push and pull is starting to give ME depression. The slow burn was starting to annoy me so I'm glad they are finally maybe perhaps talking it out after 60 chapters of no communications.