Down bad manga please

Can someone recommend a good BL story where both sides are desperate for one another? Like say A and B had a thing in the past, but never dated because only A confessed to B and they meet up again years later and it's like a surge appears for the both of them. And proceeded to like fuck out the years of pining or something. It doesn't have to be that specifically, but anything desperateness would be much appreciated. I need them hoes down bad. Down HORRENDOUSLY if you will. Please and thank you.