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before the dialogue above, mc admits he did approach him to use him as inspiration and that he only had sex with him because of that and that’d he never be interested in ml if it wasn't for that, but also adds that its not true anymore and he genuinely likes him now, then they argue back and forth and end w the ml saying “i dont wanna be angry w u anymore” so mc tries to hold onto him but ml told him not to chase after him and that if he genuinely likes him like he says he does, to do what he says and leave him alone then he’ll actually believe that mc had liked him even a little bit :(
well ml was misunderstanding the whole situation and thinking that mc likes him - so think abt it like this. ml slept with him because he thought mc likes him and by sleeping w him, he thought that means he confirmed they have mutual feelings which is why ml thought they were dating while mc thought they were sex friends (cause we knew he never actually liked him but ml doesnt know that)
MC: There was nothing good to say, so I didn't say anything because I thought there was no need to make a fuss about it.
You'll never find out the truth unless I tell you anyway
ML: Is that all you can say in this situation?
I forgot how selfish you are sorry for expecting too much. Anyway, you're more used to being alone and it's better for you. Isn't it? So don't hold on to it.
they broke up the ML also said "I don't want to be angry with you anymore yeah Dohu babe you really blew this up