No, no you need to understand. How Cirrus's eyes have traces of red in them, how he helplessly falls for someone he believes is out of reach, how he wants nothing but to hold on to Skylar but decides to let go anyway, how he sacrifices nearly his whole life for Skylar and expects him to not care about it
How Skylar is blind to the true extent of Cirrus's love for a long while because he was pining after someone else, how he only sees it after Cirrus is gone from his life, how he's (almost) too late to make amends, how it haunts him that Cirrus gave up so much for him
How they're so soft sometimes, but violence is still their love language. How they both think they don't deserve the other. How they're both selfish and cruel to one another and themselves, and yet so weirdly selfless at the same time.
How Cirrus, who has white hair, is more Ivan coded and Skylar, who has black hair, is more Till coded. But how ultimately the theme of white=sacrifice is still relevant.
DO YOU SEE IT?? DO YOU SEE MY VISION?????
(I'm deranged)
In another universe this is ivantil.....