The eyes in the last few panels apart from the actual last were messed up （￣へ￣）
I was not talking about the art style
And I was talking about how the eyes totally messed up my game on how focused I was in this "bizzare" story. Anyway I thought it was funny and I knew what you meant. Being serious all the time isn't good learn to type in "haha" or "lol" every now and then. Because I can't tell if you are being an ass or not.ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
I sneezed while typing this probably because I'm allergic to not being a fun person and I don't really like that so let's not be serious and instead be like a fun little book club and talk about how bizarre the story is if you really want toヾ(☆▽☆)
I didn't notice the eyes at all bc I was so confused - start of the story felt like a shit romanticised Killing Stalking and thenit just bounces between that and a typical bl
somehow we replied at the same time.... Anyway, its been a day since I've read this and I'm still so confused about many things so mini rant - the weird obsession the ml has with the mc, ml is continuously referenced as some kind of killer, but its all very surface level (what is he? mafia? just a filthy rich bastard with the resources to hide murder and pay off accomplices?) Mc stalked the ml bc he thought he looked cool, but even after the killing, he wasn't actually all that freaked out about having sex with this guy?????
I don't wanna victim blame here, but why would he lie to this murderous super rich dude that established from the start that he knew enough about his schedule that mc doesn't stay out late usually? Why does everyone romanticise abusive behaviour in queer media like this??? (Killing Stalking is obviously a horror/thriller and is marketed as such the entire time, this seems to give the vibe that the author views this as a romance story with end game being the abuser and the abusee)
Ugh idk, I read to relieve stress, but this isn't doing it
You are so right! This whole time I've been wondering how I would take this from a first person point of view in order to try and understand the MCS point of view for all of this and why he's acting like this but it doesn't make sense because I feel as though I would feel very confined and mentally unstable with such a situation and I understand the feeling of maybe liking that sort of thing(the feeling of being cornered) but it comes off as horrible because the fact that the male lead doesn't even do it because the MC likes it and instead because he wants to do it making the MC very uncomfortable, I don't like that because even if the MC secretly this sort of treatment.. the fact that the male lead does this knowing that it makes the MC uncomfortable, knowing that it puts the MC in a tight spot, sometimes just overreacting just because he wants to is really horrible... considering the fact that the MC doesn't even like this treatment particularly and even if the MC did the ml doesn't and wouldn't know that so basically that just puts all claims of the MC liking it out of proportion because the MC fears it and the ml is doing it knowing that he is scared of it
Basically the fact that the ml is acting this way knowing that the MC is scared of him and is taking advantage of the situation and in fact liking the MCs fear is insane... and if the MC really liked this situation unless the ml knows this and is doing this with the consent and understanding that the MC likes it the fact that he's doing this while understanding that this is not a good thing to do and is evil and sick to do towards a person who's not even in that range is bad... I mean I read really sweet stories and I read really really sick stories but I don't like stories that are right in The Sweet Spot of being horrible and then saying that they're a good person I read stories that are really sweet to make me happy and I read stories that are insanely sick in order to prepare myself and to get that really big high from the stories that make me really happy but all stories like this do is make me frustrated with the fact that they're trying to play this off as a silly little thing I don't really even care about what happens I don't like the fact that they act as if what he's doing is perfectly okay
This!!!! this is what I mean - I appreciate and enjoy horror and thriller and stories with problematic relationships a lot, but when something is very clearly toxic and abusive, but is shown to be almost romantic it always leaves a bad taste in my mouth, u know?
I know... I just wish they'd take this seriously (╬￣皿￣)
Bizarre