I'm not exactly sure but I've read the most recent novel chapters and from the novel as a whole, I think he has blocked some memories on purpose due to trauma with the commander in his previous life.
Yeah, this. And how I understand it is when Yuder came back he had incomplete memories, but he didn't notice that because you can't notice you're missing something you don't even remember you're supposed to remember, you know? And when people have parts missing in their memories, their brains fill it in with the most plausable scenario, that's how our brains work, all of us have a bunch of memories we are misremembering. So in Yuder's case he only started to suspect he has missing memories when he started having these dreams that were filling in the gaps in his memory he didn't even know he had.
Novel link please
where to read novel? :(
Novelingua
For future reference, guys, instead of asking for a link, look the novel up yourselves
If it's not easily searchable already. This is one of the easiest to find. Okay? First place you check is look up the novel on novelupdates. What you want to see is wether the novel is licensed or not, how many chapters in total and how many translated. Then you scroll to find who translates it and you look up the website based on the name of the group. And if it's licensed, you can go to the official site and buy the chapters there, like, for example Dead Man's Switch is on t a p a s.
When he starts to have dreams that he didn't remember in his memories
So I binged almost 400 chapters in 4 days…I must have missed something in my haste.
I’m very confused about yuders missing memories? when was it first mentioned? Is he missing a chunk from a period of time or is it spread out?