old manhwa (yaoi) like pandemic era stuff

I think this must be my first ever yaoi manhwa considering how careful and secretive I was when I was reading it(in my memories), but I forgot the title noww

I remember that the title is only one word. and the story, first of all, I think I remember the uke to be a media personality, like a celebrity of some sort (or maybe a chaebol son). uke had an amnesia and forgot his relationship with the seme? or maybe uke had an amnesia and seme tricked him into thinking this and that. uke is blonde, seme has brown hair. the plot I feel is dark(?) like there's a lot of mystery(?) surrounding the accident that caused the uke to have an amnesia.

this might actually be a veryy toxic, red flag story, but I really wanna see what the uke looks like. I feel so uneasy cuz whenever I remember this, I can see/remember seme's face but not the uke's( I only remember his blonde hair)