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Fr like I'm not always having an episode, but when I am it can be like a never ending pit. People have disregarded me when I bring it up to the point where I learned how to force myself out of it. Just so that I'm not troubling anyone else. And now even the emotions that matter and boundaries I should set are easy to mention because of telling someone I'm depressed is a bother, setting a boundary would be too, right? The lack of empathy is why depressed people often don't get help and eventually die. It's always "what could we have done to make things better" after someone takes their life.
Seeing some people in the comments makes me understand why a lot of people with depression and mental instability(no matter how minor and subtle it seems) decide to keep it to themselves... it's like telling someone with asthma "why do you have asthma when there is so much air around"... it's not like it can just be controlled and cured just like that! Or just telling that person "go to therapy it's just that easy!!" ...i personally would tell you to just fuck off!! It's not that I don't want to or don't know that! It's more complex!!....i wish I had someone like Haemu's sister by my side! ... Sometimes all I need is having someone hug me tightly but unfortunately there isn't...