Is it just me or y'all feel this way too???

I'll be honest I have always liked this author and artist. But maybe it's just me but the idea of previous sacrifices dying or meeting horrible fate and the mc surviving because they are special is always so depressing that it kinda ruins the whole mood. Like mc being he first only sacrifice? GREAT. But previous sacrifices who weren't as lucky as mc?? It makes me sad to the point that I drop the story as soon as it's mentioned, like they could have survived and had a good life too but they suffer from 'not being the mc'. Like i don't get as sad when it's a story of different genre like horror or thriller but romance stories just makes it hit different. I honestly can't decide whether I would be able to continue this or not.