Hey Tae-li, I don't know if you'll read this but I want you to stay with us. I know the darkest hour never comes in the night but I hope all our messages, our get well wishes, our cheers bring a bit of light to your life. Life might be hard, harsh and unfair and it's valid and totally normal for you to feel as you do, we are all weak against our circumstances. However, you are not alone, see the comment section's worried about you, remember the feel of a hug from someone you love and loves/loved you, go see a flower bloom or go watch the birds fly in the sky, take a walk through nature. Wonder how beautiful and quiet sometimes life can be. Find one thing a day that may bring joy to your day to day: the colours of dawn or sunset, a ladybug on top of a flower, a child and a dog playing, that sensation of the sun in your skin on a cold day, your favourite ice cream on a hot day. Life is all about these little moments of quiet joy, of pure calmness... Keep a diary, find 1000 of these small joys and draw or write about them. This is what I did when I was in that same place you are now. It may seem difficult, even impossible, but things will get better for you. I may not know you irl, I might be (and am) one of those strangers of the internet but I do know that you are a beautiful soul and that you are not alone, give yourself a hug from me and tell yourself from me "everything will be all right, maybe not now, maybe not today, but one day it will be alright and we'll be dancing while singing and smiling"
Hey Tae-li, I don't know if you'll read this but I want you to stay with us.
I know the darkest hour never comes in the night but I hope all our messages, our get well wishes, our cheers bring a bit of light to your life.
Life might be hard, harsh and unfair and it's valid and totally normal for you to feel as you do, we are all weak against our circumstances. However, you are not alone, see the comment section's worried about you, remember the feel of a hug from someone you love and loves/loved you, go see a flower bloom or go watch the birds fly in the sky, take a walk through nature.
Wonder how beautiful and quiet sometimes life can be. Find one thing a day that may bring joy to your day to day: the colours of dawn or sunset, a ladybug on top of a flower, a child and a dog playing, that sensation of the sun in your skin on a cold day, your favourite ice cream on a hot day. Life is all about these little moments of quiet joy, of pure calmness...
Keep a diary, find 1000 of these small joys and draw or write about them. This is what I did when I was in that same place you are now. It may seem difficult, even impossible, but things will get better for you.
I may not know you irl, I might be (and am) one of those strangers of the internet but I do know that you are a beautiful soul and that you are not alone, give yourself a hug from me and tell yourself from me "everything will be all right, maybe not now, maybe not today, but one day it will be alright and we'll be dancing while singing and smiling"
Don't give up Tae-li!