I just caught up in the latest chapter and I'm going to fucking cry for real like I really...

I just caught up in the latest chapter and I'm going to fucking cry for real like I really need to get away from this story, I love our FL and ML, but as the story progressed, Mitsueda and Asagiri caught my attention more than it should, and the moment Mitsueda got shot, I lost hope fr, I want him to be happy with Asagiri, God this hurts me so bad