this literally had me crying sobbing on the floor, kitahara's dad's pain felt so real to me it really hit me personally. i think the "shikigami-blaming" between people in kitahara's life was pretty interesting, i kind of see it more of like: not blaming trauma on others, but more like how people can be associated with traumatic events that lead you to believe they're the sole reason for trauma. him finally facing the shikigami face-to-face and, kind of like accepting it, was really beautiful. it was like finally coming to terms with his trauma and like "living" with it. all in all, it was really beautiful but i cannot take on the pain of reading it again...
this literally had me crying sobbing on the floor, kitahara's dad's pain felt so real to me it really hit me personally. i think the "shikigami-blaming" between people in kitahara's life was pretty interesting, i kind of see it more of like: not blaming trauma on others, but more like how people can be associated with traumatic events that lead you to believe they're the sole reason for trauma. him finally facing the shikigami face-to-face and, kind of like accepting it, was really beautiful. it was like finally coming to terms with his trauma and like "living" with it. all in all, it was really beautiful but i cannot take on the pain of reading it again...