Regretting Reading the Novel

If I didnt read the novel version; I think I could have liked how this is playing out but after reading it.... I dont like that OG Edith summoned the author to the world who really had no idea that the other characters such as Edith has such horrible backgrounds. She just knew Edith was the villain cause thats how she wrote the story. She plays out the story and believes she will get her happier ever after with Cliff but world resets to the beginning. She tries again; completes story world resets; she then tries going for Killeon hoping the cycle wont repeat but her actions cause Killeon to die and then she loses it as world resets again giving up and going crazier,

Now Author isnt innocent but this version makes it look like she was turned into a reluctant villain while novel she made herself the evil villain. What I mean is here in this version, the world makes OG Edith bring the author to the world in hopes of freeing them and basically gave her the controls and OG Edith was the one who kept brining other women to hope for change in the story; while novel version author is brought to the world by the world only cause of her deep desire to be Reeze, not because someone else wanted her to be hero and it was author who would kidnap women and place them in Edith so she can play out her story.

Probably repeating myself so Ill stop here (with commenting not reading(￣∇￣") ) but just needed to get it out of me cause this frustrates me. Should have just had author take OGEdith's place if she wanted change. OG Reeze also looking like a victim in both author and OGEdith's schemes... at least so far