Jayce and Viktor from arcane hurt me in a way I’ve never experienced. Their love is so beautiful and is greater then anything you have and will ever see. I’ve been obsessed with the show and them ever since I finished watching season two. Please watch it, you’ll love it, trust me. (Watch it on Netflix)
I mean I have a list
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2665396/
But if I were to handpick something for you, it'd be this one (not BL)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_broken_mariko/
And also these BL ones
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/lifeless_man/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/timeless_melody/
ive finished over 1k bls and ive read a bit of everything and all the depressing stories there are but nothing has ripped my heart apart as much as haruka tooki ie/a home far away
do you guys know any bls with the same effect?? manga, manhua, manhwa, even novels i dont care i just need a story to hit me that hard again it was so good in the most painful way ever