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I think this is where a part of Dan's feeling of gratitude and admiration turn into love for Jeakyung and he start to wish to be by Jeakyung's side, be a bit closer to him but later Dan was overwhelmed with inferiority and stopped there. Instead he wrote that he wishes to work for Jeakyung for many years more.
Can anyone guess what dr. Dan was about to say? "To be ho" ...