1. Midos took revenge because he believed he was abandoned and an abandoned omega out on the streets would be subjected to r*pe, *buse etc. so he wanted Jichan to experience pain equal to or worse than that potential outcome. 2. Jichan was dealing with internal conflict because he enjoy the sexual experiences and had subconscious fantasies about having such sexual experiences with Mido who's supposed to be Pure, innocent and untainted. Therefore, not only did he have to come to terms with the fact that the Mido from his memories and the Mido before him are the same person but his sexual fantasies. 3.Jichan couldn't forgive 'Eugene' but he can forgive 'Mido' because he lived with such guilt all his life and sincerely wished to repent for abandoning Mido. 4. Jichan believes he deserved what happened to him, that he's responsible for Mido turning out this way and because he had impure fantasies about Mido he's is, if not worst than Mido.
This is kinda what I interpreted this far.
Btw spoiler, . . . I'm pretty sure Mido was getting false information from or manipulated by the blonde guy which is why Mido was under the impression that he was senselessly abandoned and never thought about again like Trash
1. Midos took revenge because he believed he was abandoned and an abandoned omega out on the streets would be subjected to r*pe, *buse etc. so he wanted Jichan to experience pain equal to or worse than that potential outcome.
2. Jichan was dealing with internal conflict because he enjoy the sexual experiences and had subconscious fantasies about having such sexual experiences with Mido who's supposed to be Pure, innocent and untainted. Therefore, not only did he have to come to terms with the fact that the Mido from his memories and the Mido before him are the same person but his sexual fantasies.
3.Jichan couldn't forgive 'Eugene' but he can forgive 'Mido' because he lived with such guilt all his life and sincerely wished to repent for abandoning Mido.
4. Jichan believes he deserved what happened to him, that he's responsible for Mido turning out this way and because he had impure fantasies about Mido he's is, if not worst than Mido.
This is kinda what I interpreted this far.
Btw spoiler,
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I'm pretty sure Mido was getting false information from or manipulated by the blonde guy which is why Mido was under the impression that he was senselessly abandoned and never thought about again like Trash