Im asking too much…

https://www.mangago.zone/tag/Alpha+x+Alpha/

Here are some of the ones I've read and really liked:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/still_like_me/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/okusama_ha_alpha/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/define_the_relationship/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/alpha_no_chouinshiki/ (This one is absurdin a funny way)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/norainu_no_yoru/ (this one's a alpha x beta, Alpha being the bottom)

Thank youu

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