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As an adult and someone who been through the same thing, i suggest you find a boyfriend to do it rather than a stranger. That time i was very curious person and also have high libido, but i was very protected and controlled by my parents, i know what u mean. It's better to do that with someone you love / know / trust, it's for your safety & security too. Also learning sex from a beginner to pro with your partner really fun. Other than that, the top most important thing is to use protection.
I honestly wanna get fucked but I'm so scared of the consequences, and also i grow up in a Christian household sooo what would you guys sayy????