no you're so right that's my biggest gripe with this honestly. i felt like we don't really get to actually see what the mc thinks/feels/wants and i know it's because he's like a fish out of water with no memories but the story also doesn't really emphasize that. i get that it's going for a "they only really have each other" thing but their bond could've been shown a lot better
i feel like ur right but i reread this whole thing again and i think piggy started liking ml when they going to the movie theater date and that whole ghost delivering thingy, and then when ml said something like “im not gonna die bc u dont like me back” and “why are you crying when i’m supposed to be” something like i dont remember.. or when joon and daewoo tried killing him at his apartment but he wasnt home, and piggy realized how he didn’t want ml to die because he was attached to him. and in a chapter piggy thought to himself something liek ‘why do i feel bad trying to kill him?’
Kinda wish the plot of the mc trying to kill the male lead was longer. Like … I don’t know just wish it was a slow burn where feelings don’t get developed until later because I feel like the MC just liked the ML out of nowhere