Damn I realized how freaking Adolescent my veiw on love is reading this.
This story hurts and it's so uncomfortable to not have them in controle of the romance. I'm used to bashful eyes and mutual love, or romance where she shows that oh so bad ml what he's missing.
And this is just so raw, I wanted to cry thinking "you can't help who you fall in love with", especially when your vulnerable and just want to be near them. And fucking sanari, the last chapter screams I want you because someone else wants you.
But love especially modern love isn't as cookie cuter as people make it out to be. It's painful and messy and it doesn't make sense that you feel in love with someone who's trash. Or you end up getting hurt and that's the end of it, or you stick with it and grow old together regardless of all your hardships and all the people who told you to break up.
Damn it's rough out there, I've always said loving someone is the bravest thing you could ever do. And I'm just not brave enough
Damn I realized how freaking Adolescent my veiw on love is reading this.
This story hurts and it's so uncomfortable to not have them in controle of the romance. I'm used to bashful eyes and mutual love, or romance where she shows that oh so bad ml what he's missing.
And this is just so raw, I wanted to cry thinking "you can't help who you fall in love with", especially when your vulnerable and just want to be near them. And fucking sanari, the last chapter screams I want you because someone else wants you.
But love especially modern love isn't as cookie cuter as people make it out to be. It's painful and messy and it doesn't make sense that you feel in love with someone who's trash. Or you end up getting hurt and that's the end of it, or you stick with it and grow old together regardless of all your hardships and all the people who told you to break up.
Damn it's rough out there, I've always said loving someone is the bravest thing you could ever do. And I'm just not brave enough