I don't know if there's going to be a chapter about the diary that this guy wrote but... This is going to be a long long... Looking reading...
Chaemin stated to write on his "one-side-crush diary" in march about yaewoon cause they were a year younger (?) and strangely started to talk to him.
He kept writing about how yaewoon smiles at him a lot when other guys usually are not into smiling at other guys, how he initiates talk and ask for notes about lectures from him in particular, how he seems to borrow notes or books and give them back at late hours.
Anyway
He kept writing about Y (this is how he addresses him in his diary) and how cute his actions are. He stared to misunderstand that Y is in love with him.
Chaemin mistakenly think that the study time they have together is like a "study date at the library" since there are a lot of sunbae who he could ask around, but Y is asking him "especially".
This cute patotie writes that in November he saw on the search history of Y "how to confess to a friend" and think he's gonna confess to him and in his mind he's already think of accepting... Poor guy.. heard that Y started dating a middle school classmate. He wanted to bite his tongue and die when Y showed him that they had a girlfriend. He thought Y liked him seriously. He blocked Y and did not talk to him.
On a drunk moment he enlisted to the military and is regretting it (this happend in early December)
On April he wrote that someone is messing with him and he misses Y.
August: he's out and heard that Y is not in a relationship anymore
"""""December 25, XX Year.
This one-sided love is lasting particularly long. Time passes, but I can’t forget them at all.
I wonder how Y is doing. Are they doing well?
August 1, XX Year.
What the hell.
I was about to return to school right away, but I heard Y also went to the military.
The timing is killing me, fuck… I miss them. """""
Now he writes in early February that he hasn't been thinking about Y and that is good. On the 23th of February he writers that it seems that his one side love is finally over.
On October 1st he starts to write in yet again about this unrequited love that he has for this guy that got his eyes, yet again a year younger...
About why are they so caring and all that shit…
"""Sigh, this bastard will probably end up getting a girlfriend on their own even if they drink with me, right?
Everyone in the world is dating except me. I really want to d1e…"""
(Poor patotie
Oh my! You really did mean long-long thank you
Your welcome
Is it just me or this one seems like it got cut off in the middle of the explanation...??
I need a FULL STORY about what happened to the guy with one side love!!!!
I got so many questions. How, with who, stranger or friend... and more others.