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i also experience something similar... but for me i often find myself avoiding most romance stories cause i get this suffocating feeling in me... jealousy? or fear that i might never experience the same? i don't know but i feel like its leaning more to the latter. so i usually find myself yearning and drowning myself in romance stories with unrequited love cause i guess i relate to them.
Is it just me? My heart keeps hurting every time i read a love story and even though i know it will hurt, i cant stop myself from reading such stories. I think of a love that will probably never be mine but still yearn for it. It hurts so much. And I know, i just know that all of this yearning is just a stupid little fantasy of mine but i cant stop myself from feeling that sad feeling.
I always say i want to fall in love, but i know its not true. What is it that i truly want? And why cant i stop my heart from hurting for it? Maybe i just love the idea of love or maybe love itself is the one i actually fell in love and not the boys or the girls that always made my heart throb. But how do i find love if its not from another human being? Where do i find love if its not what i was looking for?