girl same for me. I was so shoock I dropped it at the first sa scene back then. but now my friend who is very rational says to me it makes sense for them cause both of them are toxic and insane for each other so I dunno if I should try. like for me I read stories if they have integrity. like if the rape is not glorified and makes no sense and uke is a doormat who is all "ahh love this guy" after the rape and barely any or no chasing arc at all (even though it never makes me like the story fully and I hate the memes guts and the story and sometimes drop it completely for this as I now avoid shit like this)....I read stories if they makes sense within and have logical fuck around find out stuff. so I wonder if she meant this story is like that. cause then I may be able to digest it. I will hate it and not wish this shit on anyone, but I would like 'get it'
As any fujoshi I'm pretty used to sa in stories but no one has any idea of the shock this one gave me cus I never expected any sa and when it happened it really got me it's my trauma.... it was very unnecessary like always I really don't understand these authors