Stressed and confused.

This plot stressed me out and confused me. I'm at chapter 54 and I feel like we've gotten 4 different story lines, and, like, there's so much victim blaming?!?!?

Like the MC was literally physically abused and they somehow turned it around to say it was all his fault because he "didn't give his ex time to process the break up"?????

Like that's kind of how 90% of break ups go? It's supper rare for a break up to be mutual. That's absolutely no excuse to fucking abuse your partner??!!!??

The MC is convinced he's a bad person, and like I'm sure he's not the best person in the world, obviously not a saint, but he's just a human????

Like it's absolutely normal to lose feelings for your partners (THATS WHY PEOPLE BREAK UP!!!!!!), But the MC acts like that makes hin a monster?

Ugggghhhhh.

So in conclusion, while I hate this story, im also realizing I love it cause I'm just now understanding this actually is a beautiful representation of how someone can end up in an abusive relationship and continue staying in one.