Fuck being mulilingual

I liked art and the world design of this manhwa, started reading it and couldn't find any chapters after 7 anywhere, not in English at least. So instead of giving up as I should have (fuck me very much for that) I went and found another language version where it is completed. Read it. cried. read more. cried more. now my head hurts. it was beautiful but so fucking sad omg. i hate everything now. won't be reading anything for sometime