No this is FUCKING ADORABLE holy shit my soul just got cleansed reading it, yes it is a story that will definitely appear in that manga "Zettai BL ni Naru Sekai VS Zettai BL ni Naritakunai Otoko" lmao is what I thought but even so, fuck me. What a beautiful story with beautiful characters, it truly nails that first love magic. But hear me out, reading this story made me extremely sad too but not because of the story or characters but the way author's loneliness shines through the words they use...for some reason I felt like Misuzu's character was so deeply hurt and in need of love which was missing completely from his life until his beauty Kitagara showed up and gave him exactly the kind of love he needed in exactly the way he needed it - someone who respected his boundaries, never gave up on showing affection, seeing past all the hurt and anger to the core of his hidden kindness that had to be trampled to be tough in a man's world... it is truly the best traits of a fictional boyfriend..traits someone who needs to hear those things from a loved one who could be trusted...I just feel this story is somehow author's way of either consoling themselves I r consoling broken people like Misuzu who desperately need to be seen and loved so passionately and unconditionally like this...I say this as someone who felt deeply touched by this story for this reason. It was a painful realisation and hence im grateful I get to see a story where someone like me is loved so passionately and irrevocably. I am.praying for their happy ending please
No this is FUCKING ADORABLE holy shit my soul just got cleansed reading it, yes it is a story that will definitely appear in that manga "Zettai BL ni Naru Sekai VS Zettai BL ni Naritakunai Otoko" lmao is what I thought but even so, fuck me. What a beautiful story with beautiful characters, it truly nails that first love magic. But hear me out, reading this story made me extremely sad too but not because of the story or characters but the way author's loneliness shines through the words they use...for some reason I felt like Misuzu's character was so deeply hurt and in need of love which was missing completely from his life until his beauty Kitagara showed up and gave him exactly the kind of love he needed in exactly the way he needed it - someone who respected his boundaries, never gave up on showing affection, seeing past all the hurt and anger to the core of his hidden kindness that had to be trampled to be tough in a man's world... it is truly the best traits of a fictional boyfriend..traits someone who needs to hear those things from a loved one who could be trusted...I just feel this story is somehow author's way of either consoling themselves I r consoling broken people like Misuzu who desperately need to be seen and loved so passionately and unconditionally like this...I say this as someone who felt deeply touched by this story for this reason. It was a painful realisation and hence im grateful I get to see a story where someone like me is loved so passionately and irrevocably. I am.praying for their happy ending please