I'm very aware of the term as I am BLACK, and I didn't say that to a character in a fictional story who has melanin with fucked up racial motives, I don't remember the word being banned from dictionary not to be used, I used that term to express my hatred for a man who would drug and maybe potentially rape another man just like so many red flags in bl stories, but I digress. U might have felt I was a weird person with ulterior agenda or underlying message, I Don't. So I'm sorry for using a word that seems triggering for you, my apologies. Hopefully u don't get offended by my reply and move on with reading your stuff, as will I.
I think it's time we bring lynching back for these type of douchebags mfs!