LOL

It's re-read number ...th and only now I understood the side-stories. I was complaining how the story about Sayan having torture rooms and an inner voice was never fully addressed when IT WAS: loving Ilic made the insanity go away, and Sayan disposed of all the torture rooms because they would have frightened Ilic - and the way I understood it, the crazy inner voice wanted Sayan to torture Ilic had he betrayed him, but Sayan was so in love that hurting Ilic was not an option and in the end he even started courting him. It seems in his youth he thought he is a sadist and then meeting Ilic he realized he never wanted to hurt him (only tease). (=・ω・=)