I love Mi Xi and I love seeing Mi Xi with Xu Shang, but also I feel for Xu Shang so bad :((( he went through so much development in season 1 with moving past trauma and going from being blackmailed to finding a trust and understanding w Mi Xi only for it all to fall apart when Mi Xi leaves and has 0 contact for years at the exact time his mother catches him cross dressing…
Ohhh that scene with his mom at the end of season 1 hurts so bad, Xu Shang went through so much to find ppl and places he could be himself and be free and happy and then it’s like his mom slapped him with a “society is cruel” reality check and Mi Xi is gone and-
With how all of his other meaningful relationships in his life have been (his mom, that middle school friend/crush, etc) ON TOP of the whole craziness that is Mi Xi and that doll it’s no wonder he’s having such a hard time with Chris coming back just to throw a new doubt into his toppling pile of self doubt and issues and and and-
Oohhh Xu Shang, my child, please find happiness and be yourself and be free and in love ╥﹏╥
I love Mi Xi and I love seeing Mi Xi with Xu Shang, but also I feel for Xu Shang so bad :((( he went through so much development in season 1 with moving past trauma and going from being blackmailed to finding a trust and understanding w Mi Xi only for it all to fall apart when Mi Xi leaves and has 0 contact for years at the exact time his mother catches him cross dressing…
Ohhh that scene with his mom at the end of season 1 hurts so bad, Xu Shang went through so much to find ppl and places he could be himself and be free and happy and then it’s like his mom slapped him with a “society is cruel” reality check and Mi Xi is gone and-
With how all of his other meaningful relationships in his life have been (his mom, that middle school friend/crush, etc) ON TOP of the whole craziness that is Mi Xi and that doll it’s no wonder he’s having such a hard time with Chris coming back just to throw a new doubt into his toppling pile of self doubt and issues and and and-
Oohhh Xu Shang, my child, please find happiness and be yourself and be free and in love ╥﹏╥