Don’t remember the name it was hard to get through so I gave up on it but essentially the MC is in love with this guy and the guy suddenly disappeared in high school. They met again as adults and the MC continues to have feelings for the dude but they can’t seem to be together. The other dude is being raped repeatedly by multiple men pretty much the whole manhwa while also being tortured mentally. Honestly both manhwa have horrible situations for the MC’s but I remember that the character in this particular manhwa displayed a very different sense of emotions which made me feel for him more deeply.
Genuinely curious is someone able to move past that amount of trauma and live a happy normal life. Like he is by far the second most tortured MC in BL Korean manhwa… He deserves a happy ending