
I nust read this and from what i understand he wasn't ready neither of them he believe was, as he was seeing him grow in his own 2ay and he believe he could balance his work and private life yet to be able to properly grow as a radio host and poperly love the boy the way he wanted and he didn't want to also be come a hurdle in the grow of him as well. I THINK ( ̄ε(  ̄)

I just read this and from what i understand he wasn't ready, neither of them he believe was, as he was seeing him grow in his own way and he believe he couldn't balance his work and private life yet to be able to properly grow as a radio host and poperly love the boy the way he wanted too and he didn't want to also become a hurdle in the grow of him as well. I THINK ( ̄ε(  ̄)
I've read this a couple of times in the past 2 yrs and up until now i can never understand why he couldn't be with itsuki before. How is he getting on his way? Did he not have a lover before?? In the end they still end up together anyway so is he getting in the way of his job now? I dont get it.
Do you not know how to do time management? What does he mean by getting in the way of his job?????? Im confused!