It is a good kind of guilt though, to make others have a reason to live. For people with suicidal thoughts, it is much better to pin them over any reason to make them choose life in every possible way. Even it is forced, at least in the long run they can grew to accept that reason and help in widen their perspective to life in finding more reasons to live.
I know people who used to be in such place and sometimes even one single reason even if it was forced to them can be their brake to stop them from self exiting. One person I know told me her break was her dog. She said since she and ex split up the dog remained in her care. She was severely depressed and had to be hospitalized just to prevent her from taking her life. Then she said one day her dog came up to her skin and bones because she couldn’t take care of her. Then she said, even though she doesn’t want to get up, she did. Slowly she start getting out from he suicidal thoughts. She still has episodes but she told me every time she sees her dog she get enough strength to get up and face life again.
I witnessed one of her episodes, I can say her dog was really sensitive. She got up that time and went to the rest room. I didn’t hear any noise inside and minutes later her dog was super agitated. So I went and check on her inside and there she was sitting on the corner inside the shower room all clutched down while sobbing quietly as her body shakes. Never thought that a happy and all smiles person like her can supper from severe depression.
Idkk If I agree with that but in this specific case it's really unwarranted. Yoohan already wants to live, he doesn't need any kind of messed up motivation to keep him alive anymore. Jay just jumped to conclusions
But also, the first part of this story is yoohan being suicidal but forcing himself to stay alive as guilt. Jay is the one who convinced him to let go cause all he was doing was punishing himself. Yoohan already experienced that and we saw how that went for him so I disagree that is good
I think he got crazy with the thought of Yoohan wanting to get killed because of the suicide scene
After seeing yoohan crawling to the phone trying to pick it up made me so happy to see he didn't want to die anymore and was willing rely on Jay for help by trying to answer his call. I did expect there would be a chapter where Jay has a freak out about him almost dying... but not like this also it's so fucked up of Jay to try to recreate the guilt he feels towards his FAMILY dying..
that part was kinda funny to me tho cause why should yoohan feel guilty about his hand like bro, jay literally grabbed his hand forced him to cut him lmao. I think it was just to show how far he'd go to make yoohan have a reason to live / or to show how unhinged jay is. But yoohan if actually feels guilt for that later I'm gonna go nuts lol