She was actually afraid to dieeeee ╥﹏╥ I get it i feel sorry for the ml but everyone is suffering in this story and is right to understand everyone, because lariette was afraid of dying but she was trying to be happy for her last three months so she met the ml (and she never thought she would fall for him) and she made a friend (Doha), I can't even imagine while doing this how anxious she was because every day death was approaching her and I'm not saying she was right by doing things this way but complex characters are interesting because you need to feel empathetic towards them and we need to understand their feeling more.
… for those wondering why we were so hard on the FL… A crying ML, heartbroken and feeling used and abandoned for no TANGIBLE reason