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Tbh it's not really rape cause he just thought he was using a sex toy and he stopped immediately when he found out the toy was linked on some weird magical way to Misaki. I don't think he's guilty of doing anything wrong but it's real he feels disgusted and guilty finding out what he was doing the whole time thinking it was only a sex toy was affecting his childhood crush.
it's kinda sad it takes a weirdass story like this to get a seme that actually takes rape for what it is